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痛痛!!

大家可能会猜想整天拿刀，拿针的，一定不怕了

很常我们很无情的为他人打针，抽血，插管子。。一次不行就换个地方来插,不停的对病人说sorry,再不停的试。。两次不行就换个人来插。。

可是，最怕打针的居然是常常插人的!!因为你插人时，痛是痛在他人身上。。boh bian被插时，居然也会蹦蹦跳跳!!只有身在他人的出境下，我们才会有所感受阿。。。

H1N1

最近，到处都可以看到大家戴口罩，尤其是医院~~医院也规定每个医药人员必须wear mask..可是3天后，大家都不理了，整天戴着口罩，很辛苦的!!呼吸好难，尤其是跑楼梯后!!也有听病人说:你得到H1N1就必死!!当时很想跟她说你的想法是错的，可是看她讲的如此坚定，要改变她也很难!!有H1N1，然后去世的通常都有其他的病痛..单单H1N1如早医可不会有不堪的后果~~而且你，我都有可能都已得到H1N1。。把自己养得肥肥胖胖，健健康康才是上上之计!

忽略

开始工作，日忙夜忙，彻夜不归，忽略了身边很多人和事!发现时可能后悔当初为何不花点时间来陪家人，关心他人。。但每件事的发生都有它的原因，让我们更觉悟我们可能错过的是什么!所以珍惜身边得所有人吧!

疏忽

我们都还是实习，经验还浅，很多没有遇到的情况，所以就不懂要如何应对!难免会有被疏忽的病人，除了为病人，病人的家属带来痛苦。其实我们都很自责!往往会想如果当初我快一步detect,就有可能有救。。但我想我们都是这样才能成长的!对那些被伤害的，真的真的很抱歉。。。。

鳄鱼

首先，我要说我有三个老板。。噢。。不。。不。。是三只鳄鱼!!!

第一只。。。大鳄鱼

大鳄鱼~~就是部门的头头。。。

~~刚开始听不懂他讲的英文，因为他来自印度。。到现在还是有点问题

~~他嘛。。很少出现，只对VIP特别加护。。

~~不过他可很注意他的下属(尤其是实习医生)，你在另一个部门的动静，他都了如指掌!!)

两面鳄鱼~~是第二掌权人。。

~~他阿，平时可以笑笑对着你，可是一生气，他不会骂你，但你会知道你犯大错了，大件事!!

~~你犯错时，他会勉励你，好像无所谓。。但转个身，和别人提起时，讲的可没酱客气。。。怕怕!!

~~在他面前不要犯太多错，因为他可以extend 你!!

好好鳄鱼~~我最喜欢的鳄鱼

~~他很少骂人，不。。是从不骂人。。只是会讲讲你。。

~~台湾毕业，所以华语很有台湾音。。

~~会跟你笑笑，然后教你的。。。最有耐性的一个哦。。

这就是我目前的三位鳄鱼。。。希望我能安全过关。。。。

最后，三位鳄鱼，小小下属的3个月工钱还没出!!哭。。几时我才可以领工钱啦??

我要继续玩啦!!!

发现原来这几个月来对自己太差了。。吃饭，睡觉，工作，再吃饭，再工作。。好没有生活!!
好久没穿美美的衣。。(在家乡没有场所来穿美美)
好久没化妆出街。。。(在家没有这个必要)
好久没做脸。。。。。(太懒了，没药救)
好久没夜归。。。。。(没有kaki)
好久没逛街。。。。。(在家没有东西可以看上眼)
好久没有吃好料了。。(没有好料好吃啦!!)
重回KL的这几天，拼命的吃，喝，玩!!THE SHIP的牛扒，我会很怀念的!!!
回去之后，又要面对现实了。。。sob。。。sob。。。时间可以就在此刻暂停吗?

另外，我忍不住，一定要上传上来。。。

可爱吗?我家的公主噢~~~:)

女王退位了~~

也不知从何时开始，因何原因就被热鸡鸡和蘑菇精称为女王。。

我很霸道吗?绝对没有。。

我很有主见吗?不见得!

我是城堡的阿头头吗?不是哦~~

我很高贵，优雅，大方吗?更加没有!!

不知不觉，在部落格也自称女王。。

不过,这一切已成往事，现在已没人叫我女王，house queen le。。。。

女王是该退位了。。。

医院怪事

红毛丹男

话说这一个七十多岁的安可，因大便参血，进来求医，X 光显示小肠阻塞，可是他的肠胃出血跟普通人的不一样，不是鲜血，不是黑黑如发，是LAO SAI 加一点点的血色。。专科看过后，要求马上照切片镜，可能是肠胃瘤或憩室炎(diverticulitis)要切除，可是可恶的是放射师居然安排3 天后才照，说照了也不会马上开刀。。。=。=’‘ 等呀等。。。病人越来越不对境，只好紧急动手术。。。结果，肠胃瘤,憩室炎都没有。。。肠的确是塞了，主谋却是一大堆的红毛丹种子!!!原来有人吃红毛丹是连种子一起吞的。。。少少有50 种子在里头!!


停电记

某天早上，。巡房时，突然停电。。每个人傻了一下，然后突然一丝不好的预感一闪而过，2个病人有呼吸器!!!全世界的人就跑要bagging…结果却发现氧气桶空了!!!!又是一段的混乱，可怜的病人挣扎了一下，还好找到氧气。。阿不然，也不懂会发生什么事!!

飞毛腿

医院里终是会出现一些固执的老人家，要求回家，独自拔管，大吵大闹。。到了最后只有把他们绑在病床上。。可能大家会认为很不应该，但乱乱拔管可是很危险，独自行动也有可能伤到自己。。更可恶的是那些老人家居然会踢人..可怜的我，居然还要冒随时被飞毛腿端到的险!!失控下，女王可是会一掌击中飞毛腿的!!!然后破口大骂~~~没形象了啦!!

毕业了

终于等到了这一天，毕业典礼到了。。。女王重回久违的kl,没有以往从家乡回来要开课的伤感，只有一份希望时间不要太快过，期待重遇旧友的心情。。然后还有要狂购!!!!瓦卡卡。。

I am cold~~~

Monday was my 3rd on call day and i think it is and will be the best call i ever have!!!

0 admission!! ya...zero admission an the inpatient were all very good boys!!!! I managed to sleep from 930pm till next morning~~~~yuhuu~~~( i was waked up by staff nurse at 3am for a patient with high BP la, but later i slept back pun) Surposingly i can sleep well but somehow u cant sleep peacefully when u on call. U will anticipate the staff nurse to call u for new cases and if ur pager or phone doesnt ring, u will feel something not right..I even suspect the phone line in my oncall been pulled out..haha...strange feeling.. The next day, i was said to be "cold"...HOT means many admissions, COLD means less admission...so, ya..i am super COLD on monday..

My 1st call......patient shouting for pain in the ward, waked all the other patient.....Hey, i just gave IV Traumal 5 minutes ago and patient still kept shouting...faint..okay la..i admit i am not that generous in giving pain killer...end up another shot of IV Pethidine solved the problem...

My 2nd call, i will remember it forever...My first time of prounoncing death...i clerked him, i reviewed him everyday,and i withnessed his BP, SPO2 drop and there is nothing i can do....The patient was not for active resuscitation, he had colon ca with liver metastasis. If i give him inotrope, he might can tahan for longer but the outcome will still be the same..Eventually he will pass away..so am i doing the right thing?sigh...

There are many many more calls to come..I hope through time, i can handle the situation better and day day have a nice call as Monday~~

and ya..i have multiple calls with MO that is hated by everyone in the ward..and so ngam she changes her call on Monday with a nice nice MO. Perhaps that is the reason why i get a good call?keke...

11 days of life~~

11th day of my tagging..3 more days to come n i will be oncall-ing...damn scare pun!!!i am totally not prepared.
Through blog, can feel shinyin's passion towards her job, scent getting used to singapore, kit jing with her pedal edema..everyone doing well...
As for me,it has been a hectic past 2 weeks., trying to get used to the system here, learn how things works here... and i realised that HUKM is really a much more systematic than any other hospital, computerized and air conditioned...HO here have to be the HO, PPK, social worker and "special assistant to the MO", and not forget be the 1 who always swollow dead cat!
i learned to withstand long hour of standing( will get varicose vein late in my age), withstand hungry, withstand sleepiness, walk faster and eat faster than anyone else.( not forget to speed faster on road).
MO , HO and specialist here has very high expectation on UKM student.( stress pun.. been compared with neeta and vannessa) ,sure i will mensua-suikan UKM this time.
I got lot of scold from the MO,but hey different people has their own way of doing thing. 1st MO asked me to do this way ,then 2nd MO saw it and scold me!!( cry). I get lots of help from my fellow HO colleague..thanks to all of them who taught me lots of thing in the ward but i still ve so many to learn esp in managing patient!i still cant remember the medication dosage!!!!!!!
Managing patient is different from what we used to study from book. In real life, our clinical judgement become so much important and we are given the authority to plan our management but of course if someth happened , we will take all the blame. sigh...
Anyway , wish me luck when i on call bah!!!Hope i can handle everything well soon~~